Is it too cruel to blame others this time? Is it too cruel to say that I'm not good enough for these tests? Am I cruel if questioning why me million times? but, frankly to be honest, I'm too weak for this. I'm not strong enough....
What would you do? What would you say? What would you feel? What would you? When you caught in the situation you never imagined you would stepped into... Would you run? Would you go through it? How if you can't handle those stressor along the road? How?
Time passed by... We get through it slowly yet killing us so much. Never expecting or even imaging this. Why this getting hard?
But, somehow...
If I broken down because of this, who else gonna be the main supporter for us? for my parent? for my brothers? who else?
2 years back... we get through something like this, but much lighter...
Alhamdulillah everything went well by times. So why not for this time, aite? we can do this. Each of us can... May Allah ease everything.
I'm sorry, I can't focus on whatever I do now cs my mind was on you guys. Always. I'm broken slowly through this chaos. I'm sorry can't be there most of times. Masa mencemburui along. But, never lost hope.
Let's hold this together, it's okay to cry for loved one. Let this test make us stronger. Hopefully. I love you all. I miss you all.
xoxo, Tya😘
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