You taught me a lot about life. I experienced a lot. Seriously, I will thank to this year for everything. Finally, I can endure lots of pain, physically mentally physiologically and psychologically. Alhamdulillah..
Somehow, I can conclude that as long as we did not face that phase, we wont know whats the consequences but we still have to chose one among others choice as the best choice on that particular time. I chose, some things turns into laugh and smile but still some thing will burst my tears out and at least I know that life would not be that easy so keep on moving for a better tomorrow.
1. Choose wisely who you want to share something secret.
you know, everyone surely have ur own problems and somehow wants to share those with somebody, for some circumstances, I chose wrong person for that and ended up that person spread it around and you know how it feels, suck! So, choose people you want to trust really wise or you know what will happen.. trust me, the best person you can choose is your own family. Honestly!
2. Let go when you have to.
Whenever things don't work out anymore, choose to let it go instead holding on "we-don't-know-its-fate-kind-of-thing". It's fucking hurt to let go. But, keep on trying. By right, by times things will get better. It's okay to cry, It's okay to feel sad, It's okay to recall some memory when you feel so bad, It's okay He will ease you, In shaa Allah. Just trust that letting go might be hurt as fuck but it's the best initial step for a better treat to your mind and heart, oh yeah!
3. Be nice with time.
Time will heal everything, every heartache, every chaos, every difficulties. Be patience and let time heal everything. Meanwhile, you can be sad, be angry, be curious. You can feel anything you want, you deserve it. It's okay to cry first then you will reach a time when you used to that kind of thing and you will face it better than before.
4. Be happy!
Enjoy every moment you had in your life. Be happy. Be nice. Learn to appreciate every tiny things which can draw a smile on your pretty face, dear. Take lots of picture that can boost your happy mood like your hobby or your loved one or anything it can be. Whenever you feel down or sad, look at them and you will smile, at least. I tried and Alhamdulillah.
5. Love yourself!!!
No matter how much someone love you or you love others, learn to love yourself first! Always put yourself as priority in everything. Remember! kalau bukan kita nak sayang diri sendiri, siapa lagi kita nak harap? Not every person that we love, love us too. If you love yourself, no matter how much you're hurt, you won't affected so much. No matter others talk about you, at least you know who you are, even better by days! so chill babeh!
Somehow, I have some words for someone...
Dude, thanks for everything. Thanks sebab pernah ada masa susah senang I dulu. I know its too much and I cant even count on it. Thanks for every single thing you gave me, those memories surely I won't ever forget. I know everything just scattered and I even lost myself in the middle, like orang hilang arah tuju tiba tiba. Its okay, I know you had choose your best. I know, you know yourself better. I dah tak nak paksa orang lagi. You know I tried too much for our relationship and its freaking hurt. But, it's okay. I will leave those feelings with 2016. In shaa Allah, I takkan buat dah kerja kerja gila tu semua. I know I buat banyak sangat dah benda yang menyakitkan hati you along this 3 years but I'm only normal human yang ada perasaan tho. Nevermind, I tahu I banyak ganggu masa you before this so now I harap you halalkan everything. Thanks sebab pernah ajar erti kehidupan, banyak tolong I berubah jadi baik, banyak tolong I masa I susah dan terdesak, you always there. I can't even sebut satu satu sebab banyak sangat. I wish 2017 will bring you luck and have a nice days without this crazy girl anymore. I dah banyak sangat korbankan ego I and now, I will let you go. Thanks sebab tak maki hamun I, but that day when I asked you to tell me either you love me or not you reply "tidak" then I know, I'm nobody. Thanks sebab sedarkan benda tu. Thanks sebab tak biarkan I bermimpi lama lama. Thanks ajar I kenal erti cinta even cinta tu sekejap timbul sekejap hilang. Nanti kalau terjumpa ke terserempak ke jangan la segan segan tegur, I won't berharap apa-apa. Dont you worry, from that day I dah pujuk diri I puas puas yang you hate me and we are nothing. But for this last day in this year, I wanna say that I love you so much. I tried so hard nak bagi peluang kat orang lain but I can't. I told everyone that I moved on but in reality, everybody know that I'm still here, waiting for you. I'm happy and blessed having a friend like you, knowing your family is such a great bless in my life. Thank a lot and my last word, I throw this feeling jauh jauh, goodluck and may Allah ease your upcoming journey. hehe wish you luck for the remaining papers and jadi manusia yang baik, bahagiakan mama ayah ye.
2017,
I hope I can be a better version of me. Wish you luck, Juliana. 2017 will be tough and extremely crazy for you. But always trust that Allah won't test out of your capability. Be nice and don't forget to smile. Don't trust people easily unless you have that enough trust. Wish you luck, dearself. And, I love you!
Withlove, Tya
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