Time passed by and now I'm in my third year of Bachelor of Nursing in IIUM. Few more years and I'll be graduated soon in 2019. Somehow deep in my self, I really wanna end everything. Everything that I'm holding on right now. Just feel that I'm not good enough for everything.
BTW, I'm lucky enough for having a soulmate that really understands and care about me. But, idk why I'd feel so afraid. Afraid you might be gone someday; afraid you might be changed; afraid everything just temporary. Can I make a request? Please stay forever, because you're so perfect guy for me.
For real, I'm just tired of handling few things and idk why my hormone got messed up and disturbing my feeling. How I wish I could scold them. Oh dear progesterone and estrogen, please behave! I think I should sleep now.... goodnight everyone!
p/s: Always Be thankful for all of it. The highs. The lows. The blessings. The lessons. The Setbacks. The Comebacks. The love. That hate. Everything. Because without any of those experiences, you wouldn’t be the person you’ve worked so hard to hard to become
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